Monday, March 1, 2021

Welcome to "Jetsam (or the last battle of WW2)"

 Welcome to yet another blog from someone who prides himself on his public reticence. It would appear the pandemic continues to do strange things to us all. I am posting this 284 line zombie poem here because, well, one or two people dared me, and let's face it, where is a 284 line zombie poem ever going to find a home? I hope someone out there gets as much of a kick out of reading it as I did writing it. 

I also feel the need to point out before any sensitive readers wade in to this muck that the anonymous narrator is an extremely unpleasant man who hasn't a kind word to say about anyone or anything and may have been a mercenary in Africa or some such. Anyway, he was at one point shackled to an air marshall, so he was on his way to answering to someone for something before this zombie poem intervened.

Jetsam (or the last battle of WW2)

I.

we come to among the flotsam and butane slick
a great yellow bruise in the bright shoal water

three of us, initially, peeling away from the dead
dry retching among the rags and body parts

a long steep beach soon teeming
with rising retching spectres

the tail engine still burning out past the reef
we spend the first night foraging in its dull glow

mostly airline meals safe in their cellophane wrap
and a few coconuts that quench our thirst and give some the runs

the chief steward lights a fire
and then we all reel off our names

the forlorn way the lost name themselves
in the fragile flicker of the first warm light

a strangely homogenous gathering 
for a flight out of Lombok.

and no children.
the youngest, in her torn uniform, won’t stop crying.

II.

this chief steward is a short man with a porn star mustache
who holds up his Zippo like a talisman

to regale us all with its provenance -
not the object but the invention -

devised to light first time in the trenches
to save the lives of bored sentries on the step

first strike of a match the sniper notices
second strike in the damp cold the sniper takes aim

and on the third strike....

too tidy to be anything but apocryphal
but I guess it helps to keep us all distracted

while the tail engine slowly burns out
and the stars punch through like a billion tears

III.

this steward tells us all about himself -
an essential perquisite for the pocket dictator.

in that tone that invites no follow-up -
charred stump of a voice, the gin-flecked irises

Manila-born grew up in Melbourne
way way to the south of here, ha ha

calls himself Steve now as Australians tend to do.
I do not like Australians as a rule

nor this Steve with his dark relish for the trenches.
they are too straight-talking to be trusted.

he lit us a fire muttered some prayer to the setting sun
and by this I will watch him

while he pairs us all off
for burial duty at first light.

I cannot sleep by the sobbing girl
and so watch Steve tend his precious fire 

his power in the dark

IV.

a healthy adult human will on average 
remember three names on introduction

a sociopath on a sliding scale
a psycopath one too many

Steve remembers my name because I say the least,
the sobbing girl’s because they have a history

an obvious history, even to the leering salesman
with the Joker’s scar

who tells us all with a Welsh sigh
that he got it on a Valentine’s date gone wrong

the two American girls Steve wants to fuck
think this funny in that way of the truly stranded

that faces, not names, are the scaffold 
on which to hang this night

is obvious even to the sobbing girl
(whose name I forget)

who rasps through her dry sobs
stop bossing people, Steven!

you’re not the boss, you’re not the boss of anyone
 
V.

I wake to him watching me.
I give him a minute and then open my eyes.

when you’re ready there’s something I want you to see
he says with his back turned to me.

pokes at the fire like a caged bear
while one of the American girls rolls over

the beach lies on a roughly north-south axis
the rising sun is eclipsed by the charred tail

he leads me south to where the currents
have coralled most of the corpses and debris

the modern commercial jet liner
comprises over a million working parts

he picks one up and tosses it
as though searching for the one that got us in this fix

some bodies 
have somehow made their way past the tideline

Steve stands among a crowd of human footprints
and prods one with his foot. it flinches.

some muscle reflex, or maybe gas.
I have seen corpses explode in the African heat.

I want to ask about the footprints -
all different shapes and sizes -

but our bronzed squat Aussie prods the corpse again
and again until it emits a low growl like a cougar.

what I assume is its severed arm
lies a few metres away

gnawed by something in the night
it appears this island’s big enough for predators

and while my crocodile hunter opines
I swear its bloated fingers form a fist

clutch a fistful of sand like a baby would a mother’s cheek.

VI.

there is another Australian in our party
so quiet we barely notice him.

Tim or Tom. polite enough. not one to watch.
he wanders off to the south headland alone

props himself on the limestone scree
and combs the horizon for ships.

Steve found a box of flares
but the sea got to them

so our quiet Australian just sits and waits
and hopes somehow a ship will spot our smoke.

so that leaves 11 pairs
for the grim chore of burying the dead.

there are the two American girls
two Brazilians, Steve and the crying girl

a Japanese and a Hawaiin
quite the collection

I could go on but I won’t.
I have warmed to none of them

except maybe the crying girl
who I hear Steve call Abby

she is beginning to get her bearings, acclimatise
there is a sliver of steeliness in her that I like.

I was hoping to pair with her
to see how she handles the dead

but like I say, she and Steve have a history
and he is proprietorial about his women.

he is, after all, an Australian.

VII.

the island, by my rough estimate,
sits on the north-east fringe of the Indonesian archipelago

we were still climbing when the shuddering started
before the loud crack and a great hole torn down one side

the briefcase cuffed to my wrist
caught the air marshall flush on the temple

killed him instantly, mercifully.
I used his Glock to shoot off the cuff

some fragments are still buried in my arm
strange how the army never leaves a man

we levelled out for a moment
the pilots probably broke their arms trying

and then suddenly there was the sea
looming up and then all about us

people fighting with their buckles
then flailing around as the water rose

aisles of wide-eyed dead I had to wade through
to make for the yawning mouth of light.

two days, maybe three to get my story straight
before the launches get here

between Lombok and Mindanao
for better or for worse

you are never too far from anything

VIII.

and so the sun has now climbed
the three tiers of shale cloud

that suggest to me an island nearby
to the others nothing but a coming storm

the clouds are an ugly grey
like Mindanoa. not far.

but for now we are here
and we are burying our dead

while the rising mercury
sets off macaw and bush turkey close by in the thickets

and a narrow track leads to a clearing
where a shaft of sunlight points to the very spot

where the pigs have turned the earth
going down to maybe half a metre of forest loam

which is fortunate because we are using fragments
of fuselage as shovels and picks

pretty soon we have a deep wide hole
perhaps just deep enough for half the dead

there are 57 of them on a rough count, 
all the pieces put back together

we finally hit a tangle of steely roots
and then what looks like a floor of shale

and that’s the point at which
we begin to heap the bodies

until even the bodies seem to say 
no more

you’re the army man, Steve tells me
as the two American girls continue to work like Trojans

you tell us when they’re high enough
and so

he knows, or thinks he knows
what lengths a man will go to

IX.

there is a Belgian with a dry cough
who won’t stop saying sorry

this rangy ginger has befriended, or been,
by an old Nebraska widow, a poet apparently

who spends most of her time rubbing his back
whispering sssshhhh like a leaky tyre

she is a real Pocahontas with some lunar name
armed with what I have no doubt she imagines a penetrating look

I have a suspicion she was seated a few rows back
from the late sky marshall and I

maybe saw me shrug off the flailing arms
of one or two of those we are now so busy burying

no-one’s phone survived the blue-arc plunge
other than this one phlegmatic Belgian’s

Christ knows how, afterall
we all found ourselves in the same deep water

the ones afflicted by the coconut water
used it to find their way to a quiet place in the dark forest

and yet! he gasps between dry rasping coughs
it remains fully charged!

as we are heaping what remains of the dead
before deciding where to bury them

this Belgian’s phone rings in his pocket.
he coughs. Pocahontas rubs.

the phone rings and mums 
glows like a hot ember through his cheap Belgian gabardine

until the two Americans cease
the work of twenty men for a moment

shift their bras their summer shorts 
to ask the obvious question:

dude, aren’t you gonna answer that?
which prompts another round of coughing

and so Pocahontas takes matters into her own hands
literally. the puzzled look on the Belgian’s moon face

suggests it has been quite some time
since a woman thrust her hand into his pocket

she holds it up much like Steve held forth his Zippo
obviously at a loss what to do next

so I snatch it from her, put it on speaker
you have Bertrand’s phone, wheezes the Belgian

nothing, just air. dry troubled air.
tu as le telephone de Bertrand...

at the prompting of the young Americans
I press the volume button all the way up

nothing. just static.
Tiens? this is Bertrand, can I help?

fuck dude! can I help? we’re fucking stranded
with a heap of bodies on a beach....

Pocahontas shooshes like a natural
there is a tinny scraping like someone unscrewing a heavy lid

and then a low sob, barely audible
and then another and another and then nothing

I hold the dead phone out like an offering
but no-one seems to want to touch it

finally the Belgian takes it between thumb and forefinger
like a soiled nappy

what the hell was that?
one of the Americans speaks our thoughts as they were born to do

hey! you see that? says her friend
pointing at the pile of corpses festering in the heat

X.

let’s call them Trudy 1 and Trudy 2
they seem in an awful hurry to bury these bodies

we gotta move these things
the slightly slimmer one says

a lot of crows feet for a woman her age
like I say, it’s faces not names that matter in extremis

so she goes to drag one off the pile
the one Steve had been toeing up the beach

and it swivels its head and growls low
flexes its jaw like a muscle memory

crows feet drops it with a squeal
and it writhes silently for a moment

and that’s when I notice our quiet Australian
running down the hard sand flailing his arms

he seems to be pointing everywhere at once
everywhere, that is, but the sea

I’m digging a fucking hole right now!
says Trudy 1 marching off into the thickets

I look up the beach again to see
a pillar of sand and smoke where our quiet Aussie had been

a scrap of t-shirt floats down
like a bloodied burning feather onto the gleaming sand

and then a rush of hot air from the jungle behind
and bits of Trudies 1 and 2 shower down around us

and the crying girl stops crying
and the screaming starts

and whatever dragged those bodies past the tideline
is on the move again in the thickets

the ground heaves and flexes like a muscle
and the forest comes alive with frantic birdsong

XI.

and that’s the story as far as I remember.
I am the sole survivor of that dreadful night

the forest kept groaning and heaving
and the old mines kept getting triggered by those things

the fire kept them away for a while
until Steve tripped a mine and blew it all to hell

and they kept coming and tripping mines
and flying all about with the tortured glee of rabid bats

bits of their old uniforms
settling about me in the water

where I’d taken to that bit of wing
you found me on whistling “who let the dogs out”

the salt water seemed to do for them
like the mind of a thirsty man


- © Justin Lowe 2021

Note: A shit-load of zombies were harmed in the making of this poem.

Welcome to "Jetsam (or the last battle of WW2)"

 Welcome to yet another blog from someone who prides himself on his public reticence. It would appear the pandemic continues to do strange t...